Ehh.....nobody reads this blog anymore. I'm gonna shut it down...well, stop writing in it...I'll leave it up so I can read in it later if I feel the need to, but I think i'm done writing in THIS for now.
I've decided to leave this blog up as a means of sorting through my thoughts...you just so happen to be along for the ride if you're reading...I don't update so often, but a recent want to re-blog has inspired me to revamp things.
So here's my problem: I'm gay, and I come from a Mormon family...I don't practice anymore, but still have a great deal of respect for the church.
I tried serving a mission...It's a funny thing, my mission. I received my mission call in late Feb. '05, to Bulgaria, reported in May, and came home in July (all 2005), on "medical grounds," but that's only a part-truth...I came home because I couldn't handle the feeling of hypocrisy in telling people what to believe, when I wasn't sure I believed it anymore.
It's only now, three years later, that I've reconciled my feelings of depression, have finally come out of the closet, and decided to live life with some dignity, and do it as happily as I possibly can...and I'll tell you: I'm doing pretty well so far.